If I had a choice i would rather u stay here with me and not go.but i had no choice coz i love u. Baby, i know u can do it.work hard to achieve your goals.make me proud. I never knew it would be this hard, I've never ever imagine that this day will actually happen.Īnd i never asked u to stay coz i knew that it's your dream to do this job.and all that really matters to me is for you to be happy. I miss every single thing about u.this list will never stop coz i truly honestly LOVE u from the bottom of my heart I miss the way u look when u come back from work while i'm waiting for u at homeġ8. I miss looking at u when teaching my classes while u r running on the treadmill looking at meġ5. I miss when u ask me to choose your wardrobe before we go outġ0. I miss the way you do your sit ups and push ups before u go to bedħ. I miss the sandwich u aways make for meĥ I miss the time when u accompany me workĦ. gatherings.especially travelling for our holidays.during this 1 and a half year we have travelled to Singapore, Bangkok, Redang Island, Taipei together.each and every trip was a memorable one.i miss u more and more each day, it was the same feeling before u moved to KL, while u were still working in S'pore.LOVE HURTS.ģ. i will never forget all the time we spent together. we spend almost everyday of our lifes together when u're in KL. then i had to drive u to the bus station coz u had to go back to S'pore.this was a year and a half year ago.then u decided to move to KL coz u wanted to support my competition.u were always there for me. i will never ever forget that was a very special day. u waited all those hours for my auditions and u were the first person than i hugged when i got the results. Baby, u moved mack to KL coz of me.i remembered u were with me my auditions.one of the most important moment of my life.u were there for me. been crying each and every single day that he's not around. It's yet again one of the hardest moment in my life.He's been gone for exactly a week now. we said to each other that we have to be strong.think positive and things will work out right.Thanx so much JK.oh yeah.enjoy your trip.have fun.tell me all about your lovely trip when u get back. and eventhough i'm also going through rough times.i promise i'll be there for him too. he told me a few things about his trainning and upcoming roasters.the most happoest thing he told me was that he might come back home early Nov during his break, but he's still deciding.i do really really hope he will come back.i really want to see him.then he had to go shower and to bed.sometimes i just wonder if he s trying to distant me for the short chats.or maybe i'm just too sensitive.and missing him to much.i keep telling myself to think positive.few nights ago i really couldn't sleep.was so so negative.maybe it was becase of something he said that night.i'm so greatfull for having a great friend that i can share my problems with and a very very great listener.without him i will be so so down.thanx so much dear.He s going through some rough times too. he said cant chat coz classmates there.my heart instantly uldnt cry no more.he came back online after more than an hour later.he said he was very tired from trainning, needed to do some revision and go to bed. :).i asked him how he was doing and how his exams went. i waited for him for around 4hours.and finally he s online again. lastnight i was so so so happy to finally see him online. maybe he s really tired from his trainning. didnt see my baby online the previous night. most of our conversations on msn were so short and brief.
i've been having that kind of feelings for the past few days and it s killing me inside. does he still care?.does he still miss me or is he trying to push me away.
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